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My Dream Cottage

Wrapped is the dark downy wood

By a blanche blanket the foamy mist weaved;

Hence robbing the clarity of the panorama pleasing:

But still the estatic ethereal look remain.

Wet is every gracious green blade

With pristle dew drop dangle-

With the pride of ownership,the blue breeze blow-

Making its way thru the gloomy grove.

As it stride some delicate dew drop drops,

To itlose itself among the wild wine hard:

They slip, slide,roll and skate- to everlasting eternity for heaven's sake.

The arms of the jubliant star struggle

To caress the dear darling earth;

Overcoming the long leacherous night's bitterness-

Earth yearnsthe splendid sun's embrace.

The sharp sweet song of the arboreal musicians

Breaks the silence of the woods.

Obsure do they remain, the sensuous singers,

Filling the wild woods with their plaintive strain

The rippling river ,soothing and caressing

Tending tiny boulders each.

Enjoy graylings and tunies flipping fins and tails-

Tearing themselves thru waters blue.

The groung gowned in array rilliant;

Pink pansies,primrose and violet,

Delicate jasmine,roses red and white-

Whose fragrance tender fill the wilderness wide.

In such a place a cozy cottage be:

Like in the fabulous tales we see:

Thats where I long to live my life;

Free from cities stryggle,strife and peril

Enjoying the peace and plaesure

Of our Mother Nature's gift.

Just the four letter word LOVE

All by myself I loitered around,
And was lost in a land of nowhere:
Where there's nothing in the skies nor on the ground
But cold dark emptiness everywhere.

I wandered away in a land of nowhere:
Searching for something somewhere;
Something to fill my heart deep within'
Something precious my heart long to win.

I searched and searched all but in vain:
I found nothing lasting of all that I gained,
Lost and depressed I gave up my search
And something special glistened within my reach.

Something sacred and ethereal came:
And O so sweetly rested upon me,
It’s the special feeling that lighted my way:
It’s the special feeling that made up my days.

It’s the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me-
It’s the four letter word LOVE:
Which is wonderful to experience,
And to the world it remains mysterious.
What makes life meaning for you and for me-
Is just the four letter word LOVE.

Waiting in hope

Missing you is a sweet pleasure,
Even though it pains so hard:
Day by day to you I'm drawn closer,
Even though we are apart.

Each passsing moment seem so long,
Especially when you are gone:
Your every word is a song
To hear which I always long.

In hope do I spend each day,
Unheading your thoughtful say-
"Do not spend your days in hopes,
Coz its painful if it ever drops.

Even though we are miles apart,
You are always in my heart;
But I don't know whats in your heart-
Is it love or just friendship to start.
But I always hope someday we'll be one,
When our love reigns and our nuptial ceremony done.

A Message to You

Across the sands of time,
Thru the winds of change;
On the wings of the tender breeze-
These messages to you I send.

Love is not a simple thing
Easy to comprehend:
Its there from the time of Eve
And it would never end.

Its such a funny thjing
Confusing people like you and me;
Thou experiencing that special feeling.
We find it hard to agree so.

Yes! I always thought-
How wonderful to be in love!
But now I'm drowned and lost
In the ocean of chaos.

But I keep my fingers crossed ,
Hoping each day ardently -
You would come and rescue me
To the Paradise of Love.

Everytime

Everytime you broke my heart,
Everytime I sought to part;
Rather than to break & cry
I prefer to break and die.

As tear ran down one one
Grief weighed my hear ton by ton
Then I found hard to hold on
Thats when someone came along.

Shall I call him a friend in need
Or a lover in succeed.
Both friend and lover in you I sought
Was it too much to be granted.

For a moment flickered both my heart and mind,
All that's deprived I sought to find.
All my dreams and all my wants he offered:
But decesion an agony I suffered.

Dark Angel

She came like a bestial serpent-
In maiden's innocent disguise,
Coated with saintly presence
Thoughts venomous like night-shade.

Her beauty ,her talk-
Sincere and innocent
Not even her shadow
Recognise her real self.

Like a viper she sliped
Into our abode of peace:
Stood there like a guardian angel
Watching our thoughts and deeds.

Calculatively she made her every move
That her soul too may believe too may belive her goodness;
Though intension dark as death
She winned everyone's fondness.

Like a garland I adorned her
Disclosing every thought of mine:
But she proved to be viper
Leading to my eternal sleep.

My Paintings

In your Love

"You are always remembered dearly"-
From the time I saw ufirst
Until this very moment.

You were there when I needed ,
Never stayed with me:
But in my thoughts and in my heart
You were always there embracing me.

When in times of ado-
You came like a deliverer:
And when you proposed your words of love
My heart nor ear could digest.

Coz it was like a yearning dream
Come true one cool dawn:
Felt I reigned like a queen-
In your Love-abode.

While enthralled in your love,
Every passing moment I feared;
Waking up to find-
It was just another dream.

I longed to know more of you;
But all you spoke is of our love:
Not a statement was on you:
Yet all on our love.

The intoxication of your love
Was more than sweet red wine;
Every drop I drank of it-
More our love did shine.

You made a world for you and me,
There's nothing but your love I see:
Gracefully I nested myself
To be lost in your love divine.

My Lovely Lass

Tarry a while
My Lovely Lass,
Spare me a smile
That my joy surpass.

I see deep pain-
In thy adorable eyes;
It makes me insane
That a human I cease.

My hand and my heart
Reach out to hold you:
To assure your thoughts
That I'm there for you.

Sharp knife glid thru-
My heart and my soul
To simply stand and watch you so;
And to let grim darkness rule.

Kindly let me have a share
Of your joys and sorrows- whole life:
Would always be a pleasure
If you would be my wife.

Let the spark of my love- kindle your hearth
And light up every dark niche-
Of your life and in your heart;
This is my promise and not just a speech.

Emotions

Like tiny rodent lost
In a sun-kissed mazie field-
Sat I lost in my thoughts
Which from the warm world I shield.

In those thoughts I embraced
Both my joys and my whines;
All the trials and temptations I faced:
They were mine and only mine.

Every morning with the sun I bloom-
With pretty and pleasant attitude;
Like its roots my feeling immersed
In the waters of solitude.

With dusk weary petals close tight,
And prepare for silent slumber;
In the pitch dark of the night
My emotions rise and wander.

Sweet Rain

The Glorious sun soften to say goodbye,
As the warm clouds darken the sky:
Tender breeze gained its speed;
Slowly caressing the trees and reeds.

Then atlast fell water drops-
Like a blessing to the crops;
More and more drops did fall,
Answering to all nature's call.

The fragrance of the wet sand engulfed the air,
The sound of sweet rain like music pair:
Pleasant chill touch my skin
Arousing rare sensations within.

What a wonder is it to stand and watch-
Cooling panorama of green patch;
While rain drops hurrying to qench
The thirst of Mother Earth till its drenched.

O rain! Sweet rain !
Sing all nature fain;
From weeds to wild cane
Sing Praise-"Sweet Rain".

Blessed in your Love

Though thou art away many miles,
You came into my life to restore my smiles;
Like sunshine over a frozen lake-
Your love kindled my broken heart.

I waited many years to be loved and wanted;
I lost hope that I would ever be,
My thoughts of love only remained
Just a fling of fantasy.

As I floated in this loveless world
Yonder saw I - your harbour of love:
Though between us lay the angry tides,
Your love stood firm as a ray of hope.

Though I fear the darkness of night,
Your love shone like a guiding star,
And when I set my eyes on you
Only you and nothing around I view.

In your love I shed my years,
In your love I forget my tears,
It makes me strong to survive my fears,
And your warm thoughts will always be my cheer.

My innocent sunshine

When she was there-
She was my joy,
Her smile was the sunshine
That lit every moment of my day.

Now I feel I miss my life;
An eriee lonliness engulf me:
I see no reason to live and love
Coz she was my world and reason.

With you around its spring all year,
For solace and to wipe my tear.
For your joy I will lay my life,
And keep you protected from all strife.

In your innocence I loose myself;
In your play I engross myself:
With you around I find myself-
As a child of goodness bound.

Grieving soul

Sweet pain pierce my soul;
Lively darkness seems to rule,
My flesh and blood seems to drain,
Only gloom and grief are deemed to reign.

Can I call myself a living dead?
My grief on my visage beautifully read:
Now all I have to call my own-
Only tears and silent moans.

No fear to Love

You proposed those magical word-
Words for years I waited to hear;
It filled me with pleasant exhilleration
And sensuality that I lost my sanity.

Now I see no right ,no wrong,
Now I care not for the world;
What really matters is your love
And everything else mean mandane to me.

Am not afraid to accept your love,
For which I waited for all these years:
Now u came and in my heart you sowed-
Your seed of love and wiped my tears.

Mysterious Beauty

Her dark emeralds seemed
Like a secret chest of unknown truth,
But sweet lips bloomed in a smile
That would entice old Merlin too.

Her soft skin shone brighter than pearls;
And her thick long dark curls-
All speak well of her gracious beauty:
But her thoughts remain a mystery.

Who is she and where is she from-
I care for nothing at all.
All I know is now I'm a slave
Of this mysterious beauty.

I waited patiently in silence
Hoping she would bless me-
By granting those striking glances
That I may treasure for eternity.

Do Dreams tell us anything?

Do Dreams tell us anything?
I heard a little cry. All of a sudden I realized that my daughter was missing. She was playing by the pool side when I saw her last-it was a very shallow pool for kids to play. A gasp slipped out of my mouth unawares. I dipped my hand in the pool, where I heard the cry .My searching hands came across the tiny arm of my little one. I gripped her tender hand of my daughter and pulled her out instantly and saved her from the fangs of death-Just then the stirring sound of the alarm brought me back to reality from the terrible dream I was having. I thanked God that it was only a dream. But at the same time I was worried that that every dream had some thing to say. Was it a warning for me or just a silly dream?

I had no time to waste pondering about the dream-after all it was just a dream. But subconsciously I could not ignore it. So I hurriedly went to the maid and told her to take extra care of children in my absence. I also insisted that she keep the doors of the toilets closed always-as small amount of water is enough to take the precious gift of life from a little child.

Even in the past many incidents have happened – child drowned in the tub that was prepared for bath and so on. Well my own cousin was drowned in a pond of ankle length of water. There is nothing in life that could be ignored as silly as what may seem silly to you may mean a world to the others. Taking a little care today may save from great sorrow of tomorrow .Of course you cannot not change your destiny but you can save yourself from regret.
Dreams

What is Dream? Is it just an illusion or restless state of mind or does it have something to tell? Dream knew no age, country, race. It was there from the time of Adam & Eve.
Dreams are a communication of body, mind and spirit in a symbolic communicative environmental state of being. Let me explain it to you. Brain is in constant activity. And there are different states of conscienciousness. Only a small portion of our brain deal with our conscience activities. There is another portion that deal with imagination, memory, dreaming, and so on which happens in our sub conscious state of mind.

We dream at all time -when we are asleep and awake. Both are activity of subconscious mind. During certain cycles of our dream we see dreams and some dreams we record it in our memory with our conscious mind. Dreams recorded thus we are able to recollect it when awake.
Do dreams tell us anything? Does it have anything relating to our day to day life? Do they foretell our future? These are some of questions that must have risen in most of our thoughts.
Dreams offer private means to explore inner reality and to gain unique undeniable personal experience. They offer opportunities for, desires fulfillment, creativity, fun, adventure and many more. In other words dream depict our own inner aspects of qualities. Sometimes in dream the character may look like someone and represent someone. But we will be able to make some link between the two as the dream progress. Sometimes we use our dream to guide our future. For example if we see something terrible happening we would rather try to be more cautious in that particular circumstances. There are times when we look forward expecting our dream to come true. In other words dreams are our most powerful resource that fuel up our ambition and guide us towards achieving it.

Irony of Life

Life is a dream,
Dream is a boat,
Boat is a Carrier,
Carrier is a channel,
Channel is a way...
The way for you-
Yes its high time nowthat I take a look into the life I live and analyze it and reorient it in the right direction.In other word -choose my direction and place my footsteps right. I want to live my live as myself rather than as someone else.
This morning I had a talk with my professor after along gap of nearly 10 years I could say.He is established as an icon in his field-theatre.His words were a source of inpiration.He helped me see the potential in me and how I was different from others and what I could do now and how to start.
The conversation reminded me of my college days and how well it was utilised.What I needed all these days was the right kind of direction.Well I have my taste.Being a gemini Iam versatile at the same time better I call myself jack of all traits good at none.My interest mainly concentrated on painting, singing and creative writing,clay modelling,gardening etc...
There was a time when reading was also one of my passions.It had help me improve my language ,concentration, grasping capability any many more. But now I should go back to my old habit of reading to pick up and polish myself. Iam more of a descriptive person. But in todays world everyone has no time to relish the beauty of things around.Life has become more materialistic and competive.People give up their passions and go behind trend and success. In that rat race what we actually lose is self satisfaction.People now have forgotten the meaning of contentment.
Well we should all see life given to us as a gift. We should also be aware of our breif time on this most exciting place.Its up to us to see things our way- either we see the beauty of things around or we crib about everything around us.When I was in my 7th grade we had a wonderful teacher-Mrs Lena.She always told us to see the good in others. She wanted us to tell aleast five good things about people with whom u relate. And this way we may try to see things in more positive way.In other words we be nice about other and they will automatically be good to you.
Sometime I wish in every walks of life we had someone as wonderful as her to guide us see the brighter side of life and like the professor who would be an inspiration to our present generation.What our presant generation lacks is the proper guidence?
Life have become more of a artifical living where there is no room for ingenuity or goodness .Thirst for competition, success,treachery,wealth rule mankind now.Even if a simple statement is told-there are to ways of veiwing it- either positive or negative. Its up to choose the right angle . But if we are determined to see only the fault -then we would see it only that way.
I'm a very simple person and I like things being simple in life.Hate to indulge in complications. But its life- even if we don’t like it we have to endure it and survive.Sometime your very own will be a stranger to you and a stranger may become an anchor in ones life.Thats the irony and beauty of life.
Talents , hobbies, interests, friends and religion are very essentials to each of us to balance our life.But as they saying goes too much of anything is good for nothing. So its up to each of us to know our limitation and the limitaion of the society we live in.Coz sometimes we may keep our limitaions but it may be outrageous in the society. So as long as we live in a society we respect it.